Everything came back, all those feelings I used to love and hate. It's really complicated. You came here yesterday. For what? Did You want to make me feel sad and depressed again? You knew how it will finish. My heart is broken again. Everytime when I see You, talk to You, I have feeling like I have chance, but when You`re gone, You don't even write me/call me. Do You like looking how I'm burning? and how pain is killing me inside? I love You, but sometimes I wish we have never met.
Do You know this feeling when Your heart's beating stronger, You can't take a breath, You shiver and don't know what to say? That`s the feeling when You see Your sweetheart and You just can't be with him.
I feel it everytime I see You and this awareness is killing me!!
Sometimes at night, I`m sitting alone in my room and thinking if You have ever missed me, my crazy ideas, my words to You or if You have ever thought ``I need her``.
What a shame it won't even happen. :(
even though my heart's broken,
even though sometimes I can't look at You,
and even though all the time I know much worse things about You,
I still love You with my all heart!!
M, You`re the only one person who can fill that emptiness in my heart!
so where are You? come back and do something to make me happier :(
Hey, do You know what I want to do? I want to turn back time, not because I want to repair something, but I want some things to happen again, because they were so amazing! like yesterday, yeah.
HOPE IS GONE
HOPE IS GONE
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