Hi guys!! lots of learning today :'( but I will do my best :) just a short entry, cause I have to go and do my history homework :/ it sucks soo bad!! now set I made :) I would wear it to school if I had these things! oh and converse are the best and most comfortable shoes ever :P
Just came back from school. What a stupid day!!! I got bad mark because of... nothing! yes :/ Our science teacher didn't learn us anything for about few years (yes!! he came to classroom maybe like 8 times during these few years, seriously!!) and now he's angry at everyone :/ what a jerk!!! I hate my school sometimes.
I need to take a rest! but I can't :/ I have to go learn soon -.- will someone do it for me? uhh
now some pics that reminds me of autumn, enjoy! (that is my favourite bracelet, if You don't know)
Pink candles I got from Magda, so cute and they smell pretty :) I like this king of things. Thanks Madzia :* they were in cute packaging from ``nici``. I`ll show You photo oneday.
Oh and I almost forgot! I made two more sets by myself :) would You like to see?
When I`m bored while using my laptop I`m always watching new clothes, fashion :) some time ago I did some sets. The first one is simple... if I had these things I would wear them to school, cause such is my style to school. I like long top and shoes! I think shoes are perfect! The color of CHANEL nail polish is so delicate :) I need to go for shopping right now uhuhu!
Second set I like less, but yes :) I think its nice too. I like green top, scarf (I have very similar one but mine's prettier haha :P), shoes!! (such pumps are perfect, I wish to be owner of them!) and Valentino fragrance is perfect, believe me! I also like huge rings and accessories like this. Omg, someone buy me these things please hahah, soon is my bday! *joking*
OK! That`s all :-) from now I`m going to make sets and show You them, I hope You`ll like them. What I have to do today scares me!!
- learn history
- learn science
- learn english
- clean the house
- visit my friend (it doesn't scare me but I`m afraid I won't have time >_<)
Now I am just sure its the end of us :) forever. maybe not. But I`m tired of crying so no more tears anymore :) Thanks for being with me that day, thanks for good time I spent with You. I`m even thankful for bad memories. It's nonsense, I know, but I`m thankful! it was spent with You and that's most important. In the bottom of my heart I still love You. I`m just trying to hide what I feel. Well... do what You have to do, I wish You luck my M. It's Your life and I`m leaving You alone, but remember I`m always for You... but oneday it`ll be too late. Goodbye, get out of my mind! :)
sorry guys!! its the end of something in my life, so I had to write what I feel here :) good night, I`m going to go sleep now! enjoy the song :c
Hi!! Just came here to show You nice set!! :D This one is made by me. I did it today. Hope You like it. I love shirt, jacket, shoes, everything!! I wish to have such shoes :) when it comes to fragrance its Calvin Klein Euphoria :) I have it and I recommend that to You huhu :D Nowadays I wear only black clothes, so such things are perfect in my opinion!! Enjoy!
I think every girl loves lipglosses and such :) My friend gave me new avon catalog to check some things and I like some lip care products, I took photos to show You. What do You think? I always say I`m not too much into avon but I can't resist to buy something when I see cute packaging! and I can't say ``no`` to my friend :)
now some random pics, enjoy!
piece of my room hehe
outfit to school, very very simple.
Sorry for dirty mirror!! -,-
leggins - bershka, shirt - new yorker, dark green blouse - kappAhl
At school I`m usually wearing navy blue converse. I should make some photos of my shoes as well :)
Hello :) What a sunny day, its perfect! perfect for good party haha. With every weekend its getting better and better. Yes... and its so beautiful outside and colorful. :) We have autumn! so I have something to share with You as usual. My mother's friend is good at making different, beautiful things, decorations. She made herself two baskets of fake fruits and such for me and my brother. Now I can feel autumn when I look at these! :D the first one belongs to my brother, the second one to me :) enjoy some colorful pictures!
Now I have to clean my house, because yesterday my 8 of my friends visited me at my house. and now its one HUGE mess! :P hehe~ we ordered pizza and so on! it was just meeting :) next week I will make huge party at my house, cause my parents are always away at weekends, so I have whole house for myself! YAY! its going to be cool night! oh and today I`m going out as well! Love weekends xoxo
Party was great. Today there will be another one! and I need one more weekend, haha cause I have great plans! I can't sleep guys! but I should go now.
W h a t s h o u l d I d o n o w?
You dissapear, then You come back, You hurt, I forgive, You forget, I cry, You don't care, I`m trying to tell You goodbye, then You just smile and make me fall for You. This is sick and it repeats all the time... life sucks!
I want to go sleep! I want nice dream. I want You and me in my dream.
Hi, I need Your help :) I`m going to order new shoes and I don't know which one pair is prettier, so give me Your advice, haha :). its soo~ difficult to chose >.< cause I like both pairs and colors. First pair looks really nice, perfect for autumn, I like black, it matchs everything! what do You think about it?? I think its more comfortable than the other pairs I`m going to show You.
These are nice too, but I think first pair is prettier... maybe... what`s Your opinion? I`m curious! :D and which color is better?? I don't know why but I think these look a little bit tawdry haha but even though they look like this, I like them xP lol. I don't like bottom of these shoes, I mean that ``lock`` (?) I don't know correct word for this, in english. :). it looks bad :/
Hi guys! as I said I`m writing second entry :) about weekend. So weekend was fine! The weather was pretty good, but evenings are so cold! :P it sucks. I met my friends, went to the city to meet with some good people and M came as well >_<' omg. but I`m forgetting about him, its really fine now! hehe I don't worry as I used to worry before! hope I can forget about him for good.
Haha, today at night I got call. From my friends. They asked me if wanna go somewhere with them, so I said sure :) now I am soo~ sleepy. I will meet my friend Justyna in hour :). so this entry is going to be short. Now some pictures!
These photos are made at school :) it was boring lesson. Our school isn't too pretty, sorry xP. You can see one girl next to me, and on the second one there's me and my friend Karolina <3 sorry for my silly face.
Haha, I was so tired while making this photo, I look bad, I know ^^ Lee ---> Karolina ---> Me.
I hate my hair >_<' I hope You enjoyed this entry!!
How about Your weekend? how it was? share it with me!
and current music for today is Rihanna - Only Girl! I love this song a lot! :) RiRi's hot!
Hello guys! Today I will write two entries :). My weekend was fine, how about Yours? I will tell You more soon in next entry! but now I want to show You wonderful sets I found in the internet :). I felt in love with those, its totally my style! <3 but they're not made by me!!
first set - It looks so beautiful, I love shoes so much! perfect for going out for a party or something like this :) I like such colors! to be honest, my style changed a lot and now I prefer more mature things to colorful and childish tshirts... but I still like them a lot hehe :)
second set is PERFECT! I`m in love with jacket, shoes and little bag! I wish to have all these things :) I need to go for shopping and find something like this! perfect for going out as well, don't You think so? and I like color combination! very simple but beautiful!
Third set - My favourite one!! totally perfect! I love jacket, shirt, sunglasses, bracelet, shoes! EVERYTHING! Its perfect to school, I prefer such style! :) Converse are most comfortable shoes ever, I have to buy one more pair. I have one like this but its quite different. Color are the best!
So my favourite sets are - 3, 2, 1. hehe :) how about Yours?? oh or maybe You have some interesting sets to share with me? I would be glad! I love watching clothes and so on. Give me some ideas!
Now I know what I have to do! and its... to forget! Its getting better, I`m trying to not think about him. Today I even saw him! when my friend told me his there I was crying! but then I said ``stop!! go there and show him You don't care``. and I did it! now I`m even not sad! now I`m proud of myself! I have school, I have friends and these things are most important to me now! no him in my life anymore! </3 yes! I`m happy! ok, something is getting better, but the other one thing is getting worse :( but its too serious to write it here! nevermind!
I want to share something with You! - yesterday, when I felt little bit depressed I decided to do something weird and crazy. So I pierced my ears by myself. I did 11 piercings on my ears! and it looks really weird but I like it. :-) I felt much better after doing that! hehe~ :)
now some random photos, hmm... enjoy!!
this is in my brother`s room, he likes such things a lot^^ and figures like this.
on few photos You can see me, I got up in the morning and made some pics before school, I`m sorry for terrible look on them and my hairstyle was one big mess! xD and the room is messy as well, so sorry. and excuse me my closed eyes! haha ;)
delicious ice-creams I ate from ``Consonni``. I love their cakes and ice-creams :) soo~ delicious, believe me! (^3^)/
Well guys!! tommorow's weekend! wow, soo~ fast! (o,o) I`m excited! any plans? I`m going to meet my best friends! hehe. and have fun! take care! good night Zzz
Today, after school we were drinking Tymbark again and here are our new caps, I mean mine and Justyna's. Mine are: ``To be continued`` and ``Mój Ty Tygrrrrrrrrysie mrrrrr...`` (which means 'my tiger mrrrrr') and it was schocking to me cause my good friend R always call me ``little tiger``. ^^ almost everyday. Tymbark always say true! so here's random picture and bye bye, I`m going to learn now!
Unused chances hurt more than mistakes.
to world You can mean nothing... to someone You can mean whole world!
anyway, any plans for today?? mine are:
1. learning history (7 lessons!!!)
2. learning science
3. learning geography
4. learning polish
5. meeting friends!!! yes! :D
I hope it will work out. wish me luck, hmm :)
picture made at school during very boring lesson hehe:
Why I love You when You don't want me? Why I love You when You don't even think of me? Why I love You when You don't even like me? Why I love You? Why? I have many people around who want to give me luck, but why I want You to do it, when You don't want? why I let You to stay in my heart? I`m so stupid! and I hurt people who really want me to be lucky. :( I`m lost, what should I do?
``We have to stop, because I`m tired of it. I`m feeling bad! You won't even understand how important You are to me. that`s nonsens`` true.
STOP! I need to do something with myself! with my feelings! it can't stay like this anymore :/ I don't want to cry! :c but how?
``You can meet people better than me, funnier, prettier than me. but there's one thing I want to tell You. I`ll be always for You when they will leave You, remember.``
TIRED OF THIS DEPRESSION.
``Did You ever felt like this? Were You coming back to places connected with him? were You reading old text messages from him? were you looking everywhere for his smell, his eyes, his voice, were you dying from pain with every coming back memories? were you lying whole world and saying how You don't care? were You living with awareness that it was the best thing that could ever happen to You and You made it finish? no! so don't say You understand.``
Maybe its not Your fault, maybe its mine... who knows.
I`m just waiting for Your one text message! for Your one call! maybe its nothing for You... but to me... it means everything! but don't do it, You will just give me hope. Hope which will kill me inside. </3 You did it once, so don't do it anymore.
Destroyed bottle. I had to do something to feel better! I had to destroy it. and now I`m going to shop for another one. Bye!
I love drinking "Tymbark". Bottle caps always say something interesting :) Yesterday me and my friends went for a walk and in one shop we bought something to drink. My caps are - "Jesteście sobie przeznaczeni" what means (You're meant for each other) and "Wyrwałeś mnie" its also from my drink, it means - You picked up me. Omg, it was such a suprise! they always say TRUE so I often drink Tymbark :3 the other two ones belong to my friend and hers are true too. ^^ Caps know best! ;)
This weekend was pretty fine, except one thing >_< it was fine until something has happened :( but I don't want to write about it here, it hurts as hell! I just wish to repeat this moment and change it a little bit. :/ I always do something wrong!! anyway Friday party was funny, hahaha but it wasn't normal at all :O ok, nevermind. Yesterday I made some pics during walk with girls <3. I want to show You them here.
Here is my friend, haha I was trying to take photo of her ^^
In the evening I went to the city to meet with my friends :3 It was crazy day, but with my friends I could forget about all the problems I had :(. yes! just for a moment but better this than nothing. Woaaah, at night it was cold. xP later we went to my friend's house haha and we were taking `sweet photos`. ahahah :D
hahahaha, stupid! :D
Can't wait for next weekend :) but this week will be full of things to learn -.- oh but I`ll do my best to get good marks, so wish me lots of luck! What do You want me to write about next time? :-) Something of my life, new items, or what? cause I have no ideas. I`m hungry, I`m going to order pizza. bye bye ^^v
I know I already wished You happy bday Darling but I haven't written entry here about that yet. Its quite late, but I want to write about it here, and yesterday I wasn't at home. So Honey, I wish You lots of luck, health, friends, finding job and everything You`re dreaming about!! I hope all Your dreams will come true, I love You so much and it was Your day, I hope You spent it great! Check Your inbox cause I sent You something I made for You. Kocham Cie.
Today I had math test and it was terrible >_< it was so easy but I`m sure I will fail!! :/ it was very very unlucky day -,- we also had english test and I wrote two things wrong :/ bad luck. Tommorow I`m having geography exam and little music test. Wish me luck!!! oh and there's coming important exam on Wednesday!! its going to be history one. I hate school, but who likes it? ;)
Weekend is coming - nowadays I`m only waiting for weekends!! cause weekends are the best - all my friends are visiting the city and my area!! and I am spending tons of time with them <3 That`s what I love doing the most hehe :) and M is coming tommorow. I`m excited but also worried.
Hey, You gave me hope again! now I see how You enjoy playing this game. You break my heart like nobody before, but I love You and I won't let You go. </3 please never leave me alone. I just... want You to be here with me forever.
Now I want to show You some new random items. I told You before about my friend`s shop she opened. I support her everytime I visit her shop and buy something haha :) Last time I bought there new bags, I`m going to use them to school when we don't have lots of books to take.
What I bought there is also amazing scarf!! its so warm and huge :3 perfect for coming winter hehe. It will match most of things so I can't wait for first snow ^^*
oh and some time ago my friend gave me avon catalog so I decided to order some things :) today they arrived so I took some pics hehe. That's what I ordered, its not a lot because I`m not into avon cosmetics too much >_<'
bronze pearls, they looked nice in catalog :) in real they're not as good ;O my friend warned me about this but I didn't listen to her haha :)
powder ^^ it seems to be good. we`ll see. hehe, the rest od things You can find in my closet, I don't want to post everything here >_<' enjoy!!! oh and I forgot about base :) that`s all I think for now.
I also bought eyeliner and some other stuff, You will see later :-) the last thing to show is cute photo frame from DIDDL that my best friend Magda gave me long time ago :) its soo~ sweet, don't You think so? best friends forever! <3
bye bye and I wish You nice day! I`m going out now and later - learning.
Special message to my friend Sinead - I love You and I promise to reply Your message later. Everything will be alright, I miss You a lot. :*